Thursday, May 9, 2013

First Anniversary of My Husband's Death

Anniversaries of memorable and life changing events 
are celebrated in many ways. 
     You don't think of the death of a loved on as a day to celebrate an anniversary, but it is! Whether you want to or not, the date brings back vivid memories. As the date approaches there are intense emotions and changes in the physical, intellectual and spiritual dimensions of your life. 
"The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong in the broken places"
--Ernest Hemingway
Healing Comes When We Honor Our Loved One 
By Sharing and Symbolic Activities
Robert Eugene Field
30 Sept 1930 - 9 May 2012
     As the anniversary of my husband's death approached, I decided to be gentle with myself and include my daughter in some sort of special remembrance of his life and our lives together. 
     Bob loved cooking and food in general. He won my heart by cooking amazing dinners for me when I first visited him in Nashville, TN. I have a video of him making his famous meatballs! But first and foremost he loved Indian food. He often told people that when he lived in England, working for Proctor and Gamble, he would occasionally have to commute to London and catch the late train home to Newcastle located further north. So he'd go to Soho and eat dinner, trying a new restaurant each time. He was walking down the street and this wonderful smell of exotic spices wafted out to meet him as he walked down the street. He followed his nose and found an Indian Restaurant. He said from that day on he always came back to that Indian Restaurant because he was hooked. 
     Whenever we traveled... anywhere in the world from Atlanta, GA to Bangkok, Thailand we found the local Indian Restaurant to try out. My mother, knowing how much he loved Indian food, bought him a wonderful cookbook and from that day on, Chicken Curry became one of our family's  "special" dinner treats. Although he followed the recipe book, Bob would tweek it so that every time it was just a little different. Brianna and I laugh at the memory of that page in his cookbook. It is so covered with yellow and brown spots, greasy prints and stains that it "could almost stand on its own!"
     The restaurant we found here in Tucson is called Saffron: Indian Bistro located on North Oracle. Bob and I went there several times. It was a bit pricey for our budget, but the lunch buffet was within our budget at $8.95. 
Saffron Indian Bistro, North Oracle Blvd., Tucson, AZ

     Brianna and Bob had their last Daddy-Daughter date at this wonderful restaurant about a month before he died. In fact, he never left the house again after this date. I asked if she would like to go there this year to remember him. Yes!
     It was truly a wonderful day!! Could've been sad, but wasn't... Having Bri there was just the sweetest thing, and we did do lots of remembering... like the great waitress at Saffron who had asked Bob, "Is there anything more I can get you?" and Bob answering, "Yes, another little bowl of Khir (tasty rice desert)" and she brought maybe as many as four more little bowls to him!!! 

Visiting Bob's Grave Site Seemed An Appropriate 
Symbolic Activity To Share With Brianna
     Not knowing how long this would take, Bri got a baby sitter and we went to the LDS Binghampton Cemetery, located on North Alvernon Way in Tucson, AZ,  first thing this morning. Yesterday, I'd gone to Michael's to find some type of container and white flowers (preferably Bob's favorite...roses) to place by his grave. Something tasteful, that he would like. I found no roses but did discover white geraniums that said they were water resistant. The only container I could find in metal was a tall vase like shape in a bronze color. I went to Ace Hardware and bought Quik-Crete. Last night I poured this mortar into the vase and set the flowers into it along with a couple tubes that I could insert flags into if I wanted on some later date. This made it full to the edge of the vase so that during the rainy season, water would not sit in it to create a place for mosquitoes to breed.  It also made it heavy enough so that wind wouldn't blow it over. It set up hard as rock overnight.
Just to be certain it wouldn't blow over or be removed, however, we dug a shallow ditch, mixed up more Crete and poured it into the hole, then set the vase into it.
Notice the howling coyote?  Dale Leeson, a very talented metal artist, created the howling coyote that I'd placed there when Taylor Lancaster and I visited his grave last fall.

     Then we noticed that there was a gallon water jug behind his headstone and that someone had planted a barrel cactus just behind his grave to the right. What a cute little surprise. Someone, and I think it was Bob's son, Rob, planted this little barrel cactus. They left a gallon of water there so whoever came to visit could give it a little drink. And we did! 


A Small Barrel Cactus Symbolic of Surviving in a Hostile Land

 What a delightful day of Remembering and Healing!


Wednesday, April 24, 2013

The Three Day Assimilation Rule


The Three Day Assimilation Rule
    I learned while homeschooling my daughter that it took about 3 days for some new concept or topic or principle to "sink in." This was a very important discovery. That a teacher could try to cram more about a certain concept, topic or principle into non-hearing ears and an uncomprehending mind the next day, but no learning would happen. This would cause complete frustration with herself, thinking what a terrible teacher she was, because the student simply didn't "get it."
     However, after three days, the student herself would begin to talk about that new concept or topic or principle!!! With understanding. It wasn't because the teacher had given the lesson over and over again (like I'd once thought was the case) but it just needed time to germinate quietly in the dark recesses of the mind.
     This past month has been such a period for me.
     RootsTech 2013 completely blew my mind. It turned my thinking upside down... and I needed time to assimilate what I learned. This is the reason that I have not posted here recently. I had gone up to the event with very specific goals and each day drove my scooter around and talked with the most amazing, inspiring people. I collected stories of how God's hand was seen in their lives as they did their "genealogical thing." I also attended fabulous Keynote speakers, along with presenters who were at the top in their fields within the genealogical community. Many of these were members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. They seemed to shine among their peers. They were looked up to and respected for being innovators. They had fabulous stories to tell and told them well.
Talking at lunch with people from FamilySearch and other attendees

Stories were the Theme of RootsTech 2013
     My goal of collecting stories was right in line with the overall theme of RootsTech. I had even had cards printed to pass out to people, encouraging them to contact me with their stories. On this card it said, Bev Field, author of Elijah's Warriors. Of course I told people, there would be no book until I had collected the stories. The stories are coming, however, now I know there will be no book.

Bev Field author of Elijah’s Warriors
   BEEinthedesert.blogspot.com 








What!!!! NO BOOK?
     Yep, no book. My target audience was to be young teens. I wanted to show them how God's plan was unfolding and that they were His young warriors using the genealogical technology needed to move His work forward, They would be responsible for  finding records, indexing those record collections, identifying specific individuals and then providing the necessary ordinances for all of those who have ever lived anywhere upon the earth. This means ALL who ever lived in China, Russia, Australia… everywhere. That means the youth of those countries will be Elijah’s Warriors. The young native speakers of every language will have to learn how to read OLD manuscript writing in ancient mandarin, historic Spanish, and so on. They’ll have heavenly help, of this I can share my testimony about. 
    
NO BOOK BECAUSE OUR YOUTH DON’T READ BOOKS ANYMORE!!!!
They watch 5 minute fast paced YouTube visual stories. Maybe…just maybe  they might read an E-book on their Kindle, woops the young don’t DO Kindle’s do they? In reality they want short quick bursts of infusion before they go on to their next task; they want TWEETS, they want a continuing FB conversation one sentence at a time. NO BOOK.
Others are pondering this same dilemma: How to Attract the Next Generation

Now What Do I Do?
Mini RootsTech Conferences All Over the World
     RootsTech FamilySearch speakers told of how there are to be Regional RootsTech Events in several countries this year. Then maybe 60 such RootsTech Conferences in 2014. If the youth in American don’t respond to this call, the youth of the world will. The cultures in China have left the burden of their family stories on only one or two children because of bans on large families. They will take up the cause for their families. Our missionaries will find those young people who will be China's warriors for Elijah. They may even be found in California or some other land where they have immigrated. They will recognize the Lord's work and will join in a great army of volunteers who are prepared and educated, with skills to do this work.
DO I ENCOURAGE THESE YOUTH THROUGH SHORT VIDEOS?
IS THIS MY CALLING?
DO I HAVE THOSE SKILLS?
SHOULD I ENLIST OTHERS TO HELP ME?
     James Tanner learned this same lesson at RootsTech and is at this moment preparing his own short videos on topics of personal interest.
Are Videos My Voice? 
     Is my contribution the one I was working on called FamilySearch: The Game? This concept of a board game was one that I designed while living on Kwajalein, Marshall Islands and in Guadalajara, Mexico and even had presented to Deseret Books pre-2000. With no encouragement, or sponsors, it still sits in my files. Of course, the video game had just taken hold and all board games became less popular. Family games such as Monopoly, etc. became individual games played on computers, Playstations, etc. Joshua Taylor,a RootsTech presenter, said it is a small step from board game to video....so who knows. All I know, is that one of my gifts is visual creativity and I would demand quality. I don't know where this gift and my passion for family history will coincide. I guess it's still a gestation question.
     
    
     

Sunday, March 17, 2013

RootsTech 2013: The Reason I Am Attending


The reason I am attending RootsTech is to gather inspiring stories of God's hand in the great work of redeeming the dead in the 21st Century.


Isaiah Saw Our Day of Computers and the Internet
I love studying Isaiah! For the past two years, this study has brought me a keen understanding of what an individual member of the Church of Jesus Christ is expected to do.
First of all I must testify that Isaiah, one of the most revered prophets of the Lord in all history, often referred to as “The Prophet,” speaks as if he were the Lord in most instances. In other words this is the pre-mortal Christ talking to me. I picture myself sitting at his feet listening and likening what he says to me and my own time in the 21st century.
Usually the prophets speak to the Priesthood men, yet I noticed that in Isaiah 1:8 while the Lord is lamenting on having nourished and brought up children that have rebelled against Him (Isa 1:2) and the land has become desolate, overthrown by strangers and devoured by those strangers, thus setting the scene, he talks about the daughters of Zion.
8  And the daughter of Zion is left as a cottage in a vineyard, as a lodge in a
garden of cucumbers, as a besieged city.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 1:8)
I pondered this domestic reference of a cottage and a garden of cucumbers juxtaposed with the vineyard, that is normally used symbolically for the Lord’s people, and asked, “How on earth can those two references be linked with a ‘besieged city.’
            Here is what I’ve come to understand: The Priesthood is the vineyard’s watchmen on towers, but the scene described here has changed. The enemy (strangers) have overcome the ‘children of the Lord’ and they have become stricken and faint and have rebelled.
            This daughter of Zion verse is followed by the Lord being thankful that He saved a “very small remnant” or else the whole world would have become like Sodom and Gomorrah. Thus we see that the daughter of Zion and her small remnant IS a besieged city. And indeed our cottages, our homes are under constant bombardment of evil from the onslaught of mass communication technology. Our current-day idols are cell phones, smart phones, iPods, iPads, mini pads, laptops, computers, downloadable movie sites such as Netflix and Crackle, and music galore to download. “Apps” are downloaded to make our every wish come true! What a candy store for our children.
            If we are not really diligent, we’ve given our young children permission to enter thru that door into pornography, bullying, malicious gossip, inappropriate music and horror movies. They learn about the dark side the world’s folklore such as vampires, werewolves, gothic images of skulls and dragons, tattoos, body piercings, sexual deviations, and the glorification of fornication, bestiality, adultery, and homosexuality. Now having been surrounded by the flood of these images for several years they honestly think same-sex marriages are okay and that all this dark stuff is normal. They don’t even recognize that a priesthood blessing is NOT the same as a witch’s curse or good witch’s spell! (This is true, because I have heard it first hand from a fourteen year old, baptized member of the church.) Our children do not see the insidious rot and decay of the ‘family’ in our modern day world.
            Is it clear now that the Lord saw our homes as a besieged city?
            The Lord then says in Isaiah 1:16, to repent and cease to do evil: (verse 17) learn to do well, see justice, relieve the oppressed, watch out for the orphans/fatherless and plead for the widow. Even though our sins are as scarlet they can be white as wool (verse 18) if we are willing and obedient (verse 19) we’ll eat the good of the land. But if we rebel we’ll be devoured by the sword (verse 20).
            Yikes! He says the faithful city has become a harlot, lusting after the things of the world and have become murderers (abortion, etc.) see verse 21. The young Priesthood holders are rebellious, merchants fraud consumers and money/silver has become as dross (waste or foreign matter) see verses 21-22. In our day silver is worth little and money is now held captive by foreign debt payments. All you have to do is watch our elected officials arguing over the budget and debt that this country is consumed with to know what I am talking about.
            Our young people love gifts and follow after rewards (verse 23). They don’t think of the fatherless or widows nor give service to the poor and needy, unless their Young Men and Young Women leaders request it and provide the opportunity to learn how to give service.
            In verse 24 the Lord God of Israel, Jesus Christ, will avenge Himself and His people against the enemies of God. Ooooo, better watch out world! He will purge the dross and take away our sins. And will restore judges, counselors and afterwards we’ll again be called the city of righteousness, the faithful city (verses 25-26): “Zion shall be redeemed with (justice) judgment, and her converts (does this sound familiar) with righteousness.”
            Then those that sinned and repented not will be burned or as a mighty oak in drought will fade just as does a garden that hath no water (verses 29-31). This verse ties the Oak tree image to Family Trees, and the garden to a besieged place. The definition of besiege is a link to war also. First it means to be surrounded by armed forces; secondly to press with requests; and finally to cause worry or give distress to.       
            The daughter of Zion verse becomes the fulcrum or tipping point of our latter-day culture. She is the caretaker of the cottage and garden, and although besieged on all sides by wickedness and evil, she must bring the living waters of the gospel to her young princes or children, bears of the Royal Priesthood, so that they may overcome the world and be nourished and serve God by serving others.     
            I am a daughter of Zion. This is what an individual woman can do. I’ve fretted over whether I should speak my peace about what I am learning from Isaiah in a world of very accomplished, erudite writers and biblical scholars who are far more qualified than I to expound on Isaiah. But, I AM qualified because God qualifies me for the work if I remain worthy. So here goes nothing.

Elijah’s Warriors are the Rising Generation
            The battle has already begun. This is the war being fought for the souls of all those who have ever lived on this earth, having died without a knowledge either of the gospel’s good news or of Jesus Christ and the plan of salvation. This war is being fought on both sides of the veil, in the valley of the shadow of death as well as in our very wicked and technologically advanced world.
            We read over and over that the Book of Mormon was written/abridged specifically to include those things that we in the latter-days need to know. So we read it carefully, except when it comes to the Isaiah quotes. It’s only then that we skip over important messages to us from our God.  Maybe I’d best show you the way I found out how to find joy in Isaiah because his writings are a road map for our days. He was given the gift by God to see us and know who we are, what our technology looked like and how we were supposed to do great things with this technology. Just how would Isaiah describe a computer or the internet? Bear with me and I’ll show you what I believe is one of his messages to us.
            In 1 Nephi 17 is an example of where the Lord will lead his righteous people in a way that they KNOW they are completely dependent upon Him and that the good outcomes are HIS!
12  For the Lord had not hitherto suffered that we should make much fire, as we     journeyed in the wilderness; for he said: I will make thy food become sweet, that ye cook it not;
13  And I will also be your light in the wilderness; and I will prepare the way before you, if it so be that ye shall keep my commandments; wherefore, inasmuch as ye shall keep my commandments ye shall be led towards the promised land; and ye shall know that it is by me that ye are led.
(Book of Mormon | 1 Nephi 17:12 - 13)
This next verse sounds just like Isaiah when he is talking. Of course prophets speak for Jesus Christ and so it would sound like the same voice, wouldn’t it?
4 Yea, and the Lord said also that: After ye have arrived in the promised land, ye shall know that I, the Lord, am God; and that I, the Lord, did deliver you from destruction; yea, that I did bring you out of the land of Jerusalem.
(Book of Mormon | 1 Nephi 17:14)
Here is where Isaiah speaks similarly:
10  Ye are my witnesses, saith the LORD, and my servant whom I have chosen: that ye may know and believe me, and understand that I am he: before me there was no God formed, neither shall there be after me.
11  I, even I, am the LORD; and beside me there is no saviour.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 43:10 - 11)
But herein also is the message that tells us latter-day saints that he is talking about us. It is the words “ye are my witnesses…and my servant whom I have chosen.” If we go back to verse 1 and read we begin to clarify who he is speaking to.
1  BUT now thus saith the LORD that created thee, O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 43:1)
The following verses speak even louder. He tells us that we’ve basically been blind even though we have eyes and are deaf, to Him and His prophets’ words even though we have ears to hear.
5  Fear not: for I am with thee: I will bring thy seed from the east, and gather thee from the west;
6  I will say to the north, Give up; and to the south, Keep not back: bring my sons from far, and my daughters from the ends of the earth;
7  Even every one that is called by my name: for I have created him for my glory, I have formed him; yea, I have made him.
8  ¶ Bring forth the blind people that have eyes, and the deaf that have ears.
9  Let all the nations be gathered together, and let the people be assembled: who among them can declare this, and shew us former things?  let them bring forth their witnesses, that they may be justified: or let them hear, and say, It is truth.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 43:5 - 9)
As a Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints we have sent our missionaries out into the world and they are finding and gathering his sons and daughters from the ends of the earth. We are all called by His name as we take upon ourselves His name as witnessed at our baptism and again every Sunday as we partake of the sacrament. Isaiah has told us in Chapter 41 that we are His and this begins what I feel is the chiastic center of Isaiah’s message about technology and our responsibilities to redeem our dead. The Lord calls us specifically:
8  But thou, Israel, art my servant, Jacob whom I have chosen, the seed of Abraham my friend.
9  Thou whom I have taken from the ends of the earth, and called thee from the chief men thereof, and said unto thee, Thou art my servant; I have chosen thee, and not cast thee away.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 41:8 - 9)

In Isaiah 43:18 God tells us to not remember the former things nor consider the things of old.
            18  ¶ Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old.
19  Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it?  I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 43:18 - 19)
I began to think like a modern day genealogist and read Isaiah likening what he says to myself. But I wondered about this NEW THING. What could it be? This new thing was also referred to in Chapter 42 of Isaiah:
5  ¶ Thus saith God the LORD, he that created the heavens, and stretched them out; he that spread forth the earth, and that which cometh out of it; he that giveth breath unto the people upon it, and spirit to them that walk therein:
6  I the LORD have called thee in righteousness, and will hold thine hand, and will keep thee, and give thee for a covenant of the people, for a light of the Gentiles;
7  To open the blind eyes, to bring out the prisoners from the prison, and them that sit in darkness out of the prison house.
In Doctrine and Covenants 138:36-38  we are told of Christ’s time between the crucifixion and resurrection: “Thus was it made known that our Redeemer spent his time during his sojourn in the world of spirits, instructing and preparing the faithful spirits of the prophets who had testified of him in the flesh; That they might carry the message of redemption unto all the dead, unto whom he could not go personally, because of their rebellion and transgression, that they through the ministration of his servants might also hear his words. Among the great and mighty ones who were assembled in this vast congregation of the righteous…”  And Isaiah was also there:
42  And Isaiah, who declared by prophecy that the Redeemer was anointed to bind up the broken–hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that were bound, were also there.
(Doctrine and Covenants | Section 138:42)
This was Isaiah’s mission, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison where they are being held. He has written specifically about this great work and tells us how the Lord is going to do a new thing:
8  I am the LORD: that is my name: and my glory will I not give to another, neither my praise to graven images.
9  Behold, the former things are come to pass, and new things do I declare: before they spring forth I tell you of them.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 42:5 - 9)
Notice how in verse 8 he says that he will not give praise to graven images. What might those be? Are they our computers, smart phones etc.? To make His point he tells us what His NEW THING is. Please know that I had heard about the new thing but never really went looking for it. When I did, what I found was mind blowing. Isaiah saw us and emphasized that it was the Lord that had prepared this for us, not our technological wizards. He knew that we’d think that it really wasn’t the Lord at all.
Isaiah and the Book of Mormon
            Nephi prefaces this section saying in 1 Nephi 20 which quotes Isaiah 48.
3  Behold, I have declared the former things from the beginning; and they went forth out of my mouth, and I showed them.  I did show them suddenly.
4  And I did it because I knew that thou art obstinate, and thy neck is an iron sinew, and thy brow brass;
5  And I have even from the beginning declared to thee; before it came to pass I showed them thee; and I showed them for fear lest thou shouldst say—Mine idol hath done them, and my graven image, and my molten image hath commanded them.
(Book of Mormon | 1 Nephi 20:3 - 5)
Isaiah or the Lord chastises us again and again. Will we listen now that it is becoming clear what he will have us do with our idols or graven images? We certainly can’t just sit in the dark playing games and wasting our time with them, worshipping them, in other words. He goes on again:
6  Thou hast seen and heard all this; and will ye not declare them?  And that I have showed thee new things from this time, even hidden things, and thou didst not know them.
They are created now, and not from the beginning, even before the day when thou heardest them not they were declared unto thee, lest thou shouldst say—Behold I knew them.
8  Yea, and thou heardest not; yea, thou knewest not; yea, from that time thine ear was not opened; for I knew that thou wouldst deal very treacherously, and wast called a transgressor from the womb.
The Lord however defers His anger with us and won’t cut us off. He has refined us in the furnace of affliction. I have seen many of the families in my own ward going through their own personal furnaces of affliction.
9  Nevertheless, for my name's sake will I defer mine anger, and for my praise will I refrain from thee, that I cut thee not off.
10  For, behold, I have refined thee, I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction.
(Book of Mormon | 1 Nephi 20:6 - 10)
I suggest to you that this great work of redeeming the dead will bring us out of this affliction and set us onto the path of Joy.
Elder Richard G. Scott in his address at October General Conference, “The Joy of Redeeming The Dead” said, “Do you young people want a sure way to eliminate the influence of the adversary in your life? Immerse yourself in searching for your ancestors, prepare their names for the sacred ordinances available in the temple, and then go to the temple to stand as proxy for them to receive the ordinances of baptism and the gift of the Holy Ghost. As you grow older, you will be able to participate in receiving the other ordinances as well. I can think of no greater protection from the influence of the adversary in your life.”
Not only did Elder Scott, an apostle of the Lord link this great work to our youth, but he also linked it to Isaiah’s new thing, by saying, “…the computerization of these records is truly exciting. And when I think of the hundreds of thousands of people who are now and soon will be computerizing huge blocks of censuses and private research disks…(quoting from his wife’s personal journal) ‘I am so excited. It is truly the Lord’s work and He is directing it.’”
Elder Scott, an apostle and prophet of the Lord, continues saying that in the past “…individuals have valiantly faced a challenge that seemed like single-handedly endeavoring to harvest all the grain in Nebraska. Now, many mighty combines are at work.”
Isaiah, the Lord’s prophet whose words are preserved for us in the latter-days, tells us the same thing in Chapter 41 beginning with the orientation that this chapter is about Family Trees:
4  Who hath wrought and done it, calling the generations from the beginning?  I the LORD, the first, and with the last; I am he.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 41:4)
God knows where he has placed us in our family lineages. You know all of those genealogies in the Old Testament? Well I guess they were indeed important to the Lord. His own lineage was foretold. But now Isaiah tells us that we have been called and chosen and he will help us.
8  But thou, Israel, art my servant, Jacob whom I have chosen, the seed of Abraham my friend.
9  Thou whom I have taken from the ends of the earth, and called thee from the chief men thereof, and said unto thee, Thou art my servant; I have chosen thee, and not cast thee away.
10  ¶ Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 41:8 - 10)
In verse 13 he says that “For I the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand (a temple covenant), saying unto thee, Fear not: I will help thee.” And again in verse 14 he reiterates, “Fear not thou worm (and I had to look up this one because it seemed a strange word, but it means meek or humble) Jacob, and ye men of Israel; I will help thee, saith the Lord, and thy redeemer, the Holy One of Israel.”
            How will he help us? He and Elder Scott agree, THE LORD WILL MAKE A NEW THING, A NEW THRESHING INSTRUMENT;
15  Behold, I will make thee a new sharp threshing instrument having teeth: thou shalt thresh the mountains, and beat them small, and shalt make the hills as chaff.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 41:15)
As I’ve read this verse to people, their eyes light up because they recognize the computer which operates with bytes is a wonderful threshing instrument. Also the mountains are the mountains of earthly records containing the names of all of the people who have ever lived upon the earth.
To make sure that we see what he is talking about He says that he’ll plant all types of trees, family trees, in this (cyberspace) wilderness.
19  I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the shittah tree, and the myrtle, and the oil tree; I will set in the desert the fir tree, and the pine, and the box tree together:
20  That they may see, and know, and consider, and understand together, that the hand of the LORD hath done this, and the Holy One of Israel hath created it.
(Old Testament | Isaiah 41:19 - 20)
The trees mentioned above do not grow naturally in the same environment, but here the Lord says that they will be together. In the wilderness and in the desert may have other meanings but I believe that the wilderness is the cyberspace of the internet and that the desert is where we will find the Church of Jesus Christ storing the records of the world’s family trees. FamilySearch Family Trees certainly fits the picture given to us by Isaiah and his NEW THING or new technology.
            This is why I am going to RootsTech. If the Lord is doing this, then he has inspired his Priesthood leaders in this work, developing the technology to make it happen. I want to capture and record their inspiring stories. I am calling them the Captains of Elijah’s army of  Warriors, the youth of the church being raised by wonderful daughters of Zion.
            As a daughter of Zion I now have the confidence and resolve to write these stories for the inspiration of the younger generation, Elijah’s Warriors, thanks to Isaiah and  his writings found both in the Old Testament and in the Book of Mormon.

By Beverly E. Field, Tucson, AZ bevfieldinaz@yahoo.com

Monday, March 4, 2013

THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD, HE COMFORTS ME


On Grieving
     Recently, the teacher in Relief Society handed me a slip of paper to either share my thoughts and experiences relating to the topic or invite others to share experiences and lead a discussion. My question was “How has the Holy Ghost helped you in the midst of difficult times or when faced with opposition?”  The young widowed mother of three sitting next to me got a question about how the Holy Ghost helped her in her home. She said that she didn’t think it applied to her and didn’t know how to answer it. I told her that just from what I knew about her recent decisions to extend a class at the University for her autistic 13 year old son, that she made a prayerful decision to go ahead with it even though logically, it was going to be quite time consuming. She said, “Oh, well I guess I do rely on the Holy Ghost, don’t I ?” Another woman shared that she kind of felt that we were like swimmers immersed in water. When we came upon something in the water, we’d just swim around it. As Latter-day Saint women, we are immersed in the Holy Ghost if we are living lives worthy of it.

THE HOLY GHOST AND PERSONAL REVELATION
     Then it was my turn to share and I said, I’ve always lived making decisions prayerfully for both the large and small details of my life, so the swimming analogy really made sense to me. I told the women that I really didn’t have many difficulties in my life, but tried to live every day and every hour praying for guidance and wishing to do the Lord’s will; and I invited others to share experiences. One lady shared how when she was first married to a naval man she had a new “friend” come visit saying that she’d been told her that her husband was a Mormon, was she also a Mormon? When she answered yes, the woman began to rail against her and brought up every anti-Mormon  topic she’d ever heard. This young married woman, who also happens to be wheel chair confined, kept thinking and praying silently, ”What do I do?” and kept smiling calmly, not saying a thing. When the women finally ran down and quit talking, my friend simply bore her testimony of the truthfulness of the gospel, and what she believed. The other woman quietly left the house not saying another word.
     Our Relief Society President then commented about me, saying that she felt that taking care of a sick husband and then his dying, was for most people a “difficult time,” but the way I lived my life in proximity to the Lord, the Holy Ghost comforted me and helped me through it so that it didn’t seem so difficult. As I reflect back, there were many promptings that helped me during those last months of Bob’s life. For instance the thought came into my mind that moving a comfortable chair from the living room to replace one  in his bedroom, (one that if I sat in it more than ten minutes, my back would start to hurt) This occurred during what was to be the last ten days of his life. This act allowed me to spend much more time with him. You see at this point, I was using a walker to get around and so was either in a chair or my bed when I wasn’t cooking, cleaning, etc. I really had only enough energy to barely keep up simple daily tasks around the home, monitor Bob’s drugs and pain medicine, and personal hygiene tasks.
I SAW THE HOLY GHOST PROMPT OTHERS TO HELP US 
     Kind friends came over and helped with vacuuming the house and my daughter helped with dishes and mopping floors once a week. I saw the Holy Ghost working in other’s lives as they were prompted to come to visit and help us during the last months of his life. Bob didn’t think he was dying, and I certainly didn’t know when he might die, so we basically lived every day, one day at a time.
     I turned to my friend sitting next to me and said, “I guess my advice to you relates to my own situation, doesn’t it?”
ALL THINGS TESTIFY OF GOD
Leaving Church that Sunday to go home, I was driving through farmland and the truth's that I'd learned about grieving were visually pointed out to me. God was telling me that He is my Shepherd and he will comfort me and lead me.
I called out the window of my car, and this sheep heard my voice and looked up

     On the way home, I saw a flock of sheep grazing on what used to be a rice field or pasture where I’d never seen anything but crops. I love sheep. But I’d never seen any at all around here, much less this close to a road. 
There were sheep of all ages from baby lambs to large wooley sheep.
     
THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD
     
     All the baby lambs were with their mothers and I thought to myself… the Lord really is “my shepherd” and He does “maketh me to lie down in green pastures” and He does “restoreth my soul.” He leads me in paths of righteousness. Indeed, this last year I did “walk through the valley of the shadow of death” and He comforted me. His “rod”, His words in the scriptures, helped me through it all. I can testify that “His goodness and mercy have been with me all the days of my life.”
Calling out to the sheep, many heard me and looked up.  They came in all sizes and colors including black faced and white faced sheep. Some had been sheared and others had not. If I kept calling out I was afraid they would step over the little mound of earth that seemed to be the boundary to the rice field. You can see how easy it would have been for them by that little guy in the center that is standing on the mound. These mounds are used for flooding the rice paddy during the growing season.
     
     The Holy Ghost is the Comforter and  I have been comforted during this time of grieving. My grief has been light and often poignant, and never has been that crushing horrible pain that debilitates. This comes from the knowledge that I know where Bob is right now, and that one day, I will be with him again. He is my eternal companion.This life is just a moment, compared to the eternities that we will be together because of the sealing ordinances performed in the Lord's temple. Our vows were not “until death do you part” but were “for time and all eternity.” What a joy this thought brings. How grateful I am for the gift of the Holy Ghost conferred upon my head that long ago day after I was baptized. God’s plan is perfect. Christ’s atonement was the crowning event that provides this glorious promised  future for all those who will humble themselves, have faith in Christ, receive the ordinances of the gospel, live worthy, serve others and seek to do God’s will. THEN ENDURE TO THE END.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Snow in Tucson

Snow: Too Much, Already or Whee! This is Fun
     Yesterday, when the weatherman said there would be snow in Tucson down to 3000 feet we all said, okay. Then this morning it was beautiful and the Accenture Golf Tournament told how they'd let the grass grow (in other words they didn't trim it overnight to it's velvety smooth World Class Golf Tournament quality) and wet the geens down. Well, they started off fine this morning at 8 am or so just fine at about 48 degrees and pretty and very little wind, but by 10 am it started raining, 10:30 am it was pouring rain, and by 11:30 am it was SNOWING!!! Big large fluffy flakes. Everyone on Facebook was posting photos and Taylor my young 14 year old friend called me from her high school, all excited. My daughter called to tell me to look out the window, and yes, I did go out and take pictures. 
Looking West from My Front Door 11:30am

Looking Out my Front Door towards the Road
Looking East Down the Ramp

     The above photos are indeed showing just a little bit of snow, but, boy oh boy was it fun to see all the comments on FaceBook by friends in Tucson about this unusual snow day. I have a photo of  my granddaughter playing out in it. But it didn't last too long, it began raining and the snow turned to slush and mud.
Tehya Lee Palmer age 2 1/2  Playing with Large Fluffy Snowflakes

     But you've got to figure, that this little girl will probably be 8 or 10 years old before she can see snow in her front yard again if she continues to live in Tucson. 
     Now mind you, I know the rest of the nation is pretty tired of blizzards, snow, ice and winter storms and I really am truly sorry that when this storm leaves Arizona that it will probably carry a wallop for them.
Oh, It SNOWED AGAIN!
     At 5 pm I looked out the window and it was snowing again. Of course I rushed outside and took a few more photos. This time I tried to be a little "Arty" and took 30 more photos. Ahhhh, I know, but you see I am not a very good photographer. So I figured that I might get one or two good ones. However this time, I had to juggle an umbrella and tread very carefully in the slushy ice just outside my door. The rain was cascading off my roof onto my head, thus the umbrella was a necessity. 






Feb 20, 2013 5:30 pm

What a difference a month makes!!!! Compare these two views of the ramp at my house.

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Working as Volunteer in my Family History Center

FamilySearch Center or Family History Center?
     Today I work from 9 am to 1 pm at the Tucson North & West Stake's Family History Center located on the west side of Tucson, 3530 W. Magee, Tucson. I travel from my home in Picture Rocks East out Cortaro Farms Rd. to Thornydale and go south or right to the first light which is Magee.
West Stake Family History 
Center open hours are:
Tues 9AM-5PM
Thu 4PM-8PM
Wed 9AM-5{M
Sat 9AM-1PM
     The Red Cross is holding a blood drive this morning at our West Stake Center on the west side of the building,  and my friends, Jim and Linda Knight stopped by to see their friends, David and LaRein Marx, who have been the Directors for the past two and a half years. Their mission came to an end on January 31, 2013.
     The exterior door to the Family History Center is located on the East side of the building.


East side entrance West Stake Center

Interior Door where
Jim and Linda Knight entered
 














Upon entering everyone must sign in, even the workers.

     You will enter into the main area that they call the classroom. In here there is a desk, file cabinets, two large tables, chalkboard and a wall of reference books. However, the real work area is where the computers are located to the left of the classroom area. Below David Marx is turning on all of the computers for the patrons to use.

     Two large doors open into the computer area, where seven computer stations and a place to scan, make copies of microfilm pages, as well as paper copies are found. It is overall an open and inviting center for research. The offer free access to Ancestry.com and ArkivDigital, Ancestral Quest, as well as other genealogy programs such as Legtacy 7.5, PAF 5, and RootsMagic 4. 
Other premium websites available to patrons for free are: 
19th Century British Library Newspaper Digital Archive
Access Newspaper Archive
Alexander Street Press - The American Civil War
Find My Past
Fold3
The Genealogist
Godfrey Memorial Library
Heritage Quest Online
Historic Map Works Library Edition
Paper Trail
World Vital Records

    All of the patrons are urged to bring their own stick drives in case they find documents they would like to take home with them. This morning one patron found a newspaper article but to just print it would make the size of the print so small as to not be readable. So by saving it as a PDF file to her stick drive, she transferred it to her laptop and when she goes home, can print the part of it that is pertinent in a much larger format.

     There is also a room full of microfilm and microfiche readers that can be darkened so that it is easier to read the films that people order.
     Films are now ordered online at familysearch.org. You must be signed in and create a FamilySearch account to order films.  When you find a film number in the catalogue via Place name or location and time period, it will then give you the film number, and when you click on this number it will take you via  link to the place to order your film.
Films are shipped to the Family History Center and are available  for 60 days for $7.50. Most people can find everything you can extract within that 60 days. However, for another $7.50 you can extend an order for another 60 days. You can extend as many times as you like, paying the extension fee. But if you know up front that you will want the film indefinitely, then you can order it for $18.75.
     Microfiche are $4.75 each. Online methods of payment include Visa, Master Card, Pre-paid cards, and Pay Pal. There is an online interactive tutorial under Ordering Help at the FamilySearch website.
     My friend Ann Bodmer just came in after donating blood, what fun!!! It's her first time visiting the FamilySearch Center .... or is it the Family History Center?
On the FamilySearch.org/locations website they say they are FamilySearch Centers, but when individually listed they are still Family History Centers. This is a transition period of what advertising people call re-signing or introducing the public to a new image or name. The Family History Library in Salt Lake City now has FamilySearch in very large letters on it's building entranceway. You really have to look for the old sign outdoors that says Family History Library.
It is a time for change both for me and for Family History. Hope you will join the fun new changes that I'll be talking about over the next two months.