Scripture: “We believe in God, the Eternal Father, and in His
Son, Jesus Christ, and in the Holy Ghost.” –Article of Faith 1
I Know Who Bob Really Is
One
of life’s great questions is, “Who am I?”
At the end of the summer of 1978, I had a remarkable experience that
gave me my first glimmer of an answer to that question. My studies made me more
aware of the nature of God, how he works or in other words, “His Ways,” and how
this knowledge affects me as His daughter. This experience was literally an
epiphany.
The American Heritage Dictionary says that an
epiphany is: a revelatory manifestation of a divine being; a sudden
manifestation of the essence or meaning of something; a comprehension or
perception of reality by means of a sudden intuitive realization: “I
experienced an epiphany, a spiritual flash that would forever change the way I
viewed myself.”- Frank Maier.
While talking with
Bob, whom I’d never met, on our second phone call in the summer of 1978, the
Holy Ghost descended upon me, enabling me to see or know Bob as God knows him.
I beheld his eternal nature. I was humbled that this great soul would select me
to be his eternal companion…and yes, at that moment I knew that he would indeed
ask me to marry him, and we would be sealed together in the temple for time and
all eternity.
As
a member of the church I’d received the gift of the Holy Ghost after I was
baptized in 1965. But I’d never experienced anything but the subtle influences
of that still small voice, until this epiphany. It took place in time for over
an hour as I talked on the phone with Bob. This occurred simultaneously; now I
realize that this was the way God perceives, everything all at once.
Scripture: “…but there is no God beside me, and all things are
present with me, for I know them all.” –Moses 1:6
Needless
to say, I didn’t apply this vision to myself for many years. I just knew how
great Bob was, and that I was honored that he wanted me for his eternal
companion for not only time, but for eternity. As a Latter Day Saint I believe
that we are spiritual sons and daughters of Heavenly Father and literally that
our spirits were born to heavenly parents. As His children, we lived for many
hundreds of thousands of years with them, brothers and sisters in what is
called the Pre-existence.
In
my epiphany I’d seen Bob in the pre-existence, and I saw how he agreed to the
circumstances of the life he was to live here upon earth, and then I was
privileged to see him in the eternities as God saw him.
This
has certain parallels with Abraham’s experience as recounted in the Book of
Abraham 3:22-26
Scripture: “Now the Lord had shown unto me, Abraham, the
intelligences that were organized before the world was; and among all these
were many of the noble and great ones;
“And God saw these souls that they were good, and he
stood in the midst of them, and he said: These I will make my rulers; for he
stood among those that were spirits, and he saw that they were good; and he
said unto me: Abraham, thou art one of them; thou wast chosen before thou wast
born.”
Everyone who ever has lived upon this earth was with God
as spirit children in the pre-existence and when there was a Grand Council held
where God told us that we could progress only if we obtained a body and came to
an earth just as He once had, we had to decide which plan presented in this
council we would follow. Christ presented a plan and Satan presented a plan.
The resulting action is often referred to as the war in heaven.
Scripture: “And there stood one among them that was like unto
God, and he said unto those who were with him: We will go down, for there is
space there, and we will take of these materials, and we will make an earth
whereon these may dwell;
“And we will prove them herewith, to see if they will do
all things whatsoever the Lord their God shall command them;”
This scripture is actually quoted in
my patriarchal blessing. I have made it
a focal point in my life to be found doing what Heavenly Father wants me to be
doing. Thus this blog.